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torsdag 29. desember 2016

En flaske rosa Champagne

God romjul alle fine ❤
Nå er det en måned siden forrige innlegg (#dårligsamvittighet), og forklaringen er nå som før: jeg er i PhD-innspurtsboblen, og her er det så å si kun jeg som eksisterer (og de få andre tingene jeg faktisk MÅ gjøre, som feks feire jul med Alexandra).
Nå er det veeelidg kort tid til denne avhandlingen skal leveres, og med tre dager helt fri (lille julaften, julaften og første juledag) er stresset ikke akkurat mindre enn det var. Heldigvis var jeg på Blindern og møtte veileder-Sunniva i går, så nå er den siste artikkelen min endelig i ganske god shape igjen. Det vil si, god nok til at den er en sammenhengende all right tekst som kan gå inn i avhandlingen.
Jeg er også heldig som har Vibeke (aka. Mattedama) som sitter og leser elektromagnetisme, så vi er ganske så dream team om dagen - såååå mye bedre å sitte sammen med noen når du må jobbe dagen lang mens alle andre har fri og koser seg.

Men over til tittelen: Til jul fikk jeg en flaske rosa Veuve Clicquot, og den skal ikke drikkes i romjulen, eller på nyttåraften - den skal spares til den dagen jeg har levert! Og det nærmer seg, dere, selv om jeg ikke egentlig tror helt på det selv ennå. Dette er virkelig et tilfelle av "så nær, men, akk, så fjernt"... Gleder meg til akkurat den flasken skal poppes! Når den er tom skal den få gå inn i "samlingen" av tomme Champagne-flasker, sammen med den jeg drakk den dagen jeg overtok leiligheten, og den jeg drakk den dagen jeg flyttet inn - det blir fint :)

Vel, nå er det nesten kvelden her i Rose-slottet; jeg har pusset tenner og krøpet under dynen, og nå skal jeg bare jobbe meg raskt gjennom utkastet til konklusjonen på avhandlingen, og så må jeg se på en tale jeg skal holde nå rett over nyttår.
God natt, vi snakkes snart igjen ❤

søndag 27. november 2016

Oppdatering: Jeg er i Paris

God søndag alle fine lesere ♡
Da har jeg litt ekstra tid til å gi en lite statusoppdatering igjen; i skrivende stund sitter jeg på et hotellrom i Paris, og har "fri" frem til i morgen tidlig. ("Fri" betyr at jeg er her alene, og at jeg ikke har noen direkte avtaler før i morgen, men jeg har jo hele tiden to artikler og en avhandling som skal skrives ferdig over meg.) Denne uken (som strengt tatt begynner i morgen, selv om jeg på en måte føler den begynner i dag, siden jeg er på jobbreise nå) skal jeg nemlig delta på mitt siste eksperiment mens jeg fremdeles er doktorgradsstipendiat. Vi skal gjøre et eksperiment på plutonium-239, og studere hvordan det oppfører seg når det fisjonerer *spent*.
Det er flere (gode 😉) grunner til at jeg drar til Paris denne uken: For det første så er det et spennende eksperiment, som dessuten passer veldig fint inn sammen med den siste artikkelen jeg har jobbet så mye på i det siste (den handler også blant annet om plutonium-239 som fisjonerer), for det andre så skal mange av de viktigste medforfatterne på denne artikkelen også være der denne uken så dette er en kjempeanledning til å få diskutert resultatene våre ansikt til ansikt - som er ca 1000 ganger bedre enn over mail. Denne uken blir også den siste gangen jeg får mulighet til å treffe veileder-Jon før jeg leverer fra meg avhandlingen, og her gjelder også det med at det er mye mer effektivt å snakke ansikt til ansikt enn mail/telefon/skype.

Deilig med litt tid til å bare slappe av å lese på flyet i dag - liker faktisk Sophie Elise sin bok veldig godt, og får bare mer og mer sansen for den dama!


Bor rett ved Luxembourg denne gangen; da er det enkelt å komme seg ut til labben, siden det bare er å ta ett tog (RER B) fra denne stsjonen og ut til Orsay (der labben er). Det tar ca 40 minutter med tog, men det er ingen bytter, og da liker jeg faktisk ganske godt å sitte stille og tenke, eller lese.

Speil over sengen. Mange!

Måtte ut å rusle en bitteliten tur, og skimtet plitselig Notre Dame ♡

Har vært ute og fanget snacks til hotellrommet 🍷😋😄

I dag er det den 27. november (vet det er mange som er opptatt av at det er 1. søndag i advent i dag, og det ville nok jeg ha vært om jeg var hjemme og ikke i innspurten på doktorgaden og, men her jeg er nå så er det ingenting som minner om noe annet enn at jeg er på et hotellrom - det kunne være når som helst på året akkurat her inne), og det betyr at hvis jeg ikke skal jobbe med doktorgrad i romjulen så er det bare 26 dager igjen.
Omg. OMG. O.M.G!
Det som gjenstår for meg å gjøre er å skrive ferdig to artikler, og å skrive avhandlingen som skal binde de tre artiklene sammen, og gi bakgrunnsinformasjon om det vi/jeg har gjort. Innrømmer lett at avhandlingen er ganske langt unna å være ferdig... Og sånn som ting ligger an akkurat nå så tror jeg at jeg kommer til å ha én artikkel som er ferdig og sendt inn til journalen der den skal publiseres (den som skal diksuteres og skrives ferdig denne uken), og én som er nesten ferdig (såkalt "to be submitted to PRC"). I tillegg har jeg én artikkel fra før (om thoriumbrensel i en lettvanssreaktor, og hvilke fordeler det kan gi).
Det er jeg som er hovedforfatter på alle disse tre artiklene, så så lenge ingen mener at kvaliteten på arbeidet ikke er god nok, så burde dette holde. Det ER så skummelt å tenke på at nå begynner det virkelig å nærme seg - på EKTE! Jeg har jobbet mot dette målet så lenge nå, og nå kan jeg snart lukte det...!

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"Rakettforsker og rosablogger" <-- denne dukket opp i Facebook-feeden min her om dagen, forresten, og det måtte jo bli mitt nye profilbilde 😄 Aner ikke om Laila Shakira er inspirert av meg, eller om det bare er en tilfeldighet - uansett så syns jeg den passer meg ganske bra, og jeg fikk meg en god latter midt oppi stive skudlre, vonde armer og tårer.

onsdag 7. september 2016

Another side of PhDLife: Banquet in Oslo City Hall


Last night Anders and I did something we've never done before: we attended a banquet in Oslo City Hall, to celebrate the laureates of this year's Kavli Prize! 
There were several firsts, yesterday, for example:
  • first time I've heard the prime minister speak live
  • first time in the City Hall (and it was really awesome - so much better than it may look like from the outside!)
  • first time Anders wore a tuxedo (definitely not the last!)


I got my dress just a couple of weeks ago, from Tina Ritzi, in Kirkeveien - the best place for ball gowns in Oslo, really <3


The Kavli Prize is a partnership between The norwegian Academy of Science and Letters, The Kavli Foundation (United States), and The Norwegian Ministry of Education and Research.
The prize recognizes scientists in three research areas: astrophyics, nanoscience, and neuroscience, and each of the three prizes consists of $1 million U.S.

Read more about the prize, and the winners this year HERE .



Highlights of the evening:
  • Anders in a tuxedo
  • the Prime Minister's speech - especially the part where she talked about the end of the movie "Interstellar"; she asked Kip Thorne (who was one of the laureates, and also was the scientific advisor on "Interstellar") to explain what goes on at the end of the movie, when they fall into a black hole, and instead of being torn apart by gravitational forces, there are a lot of bookshelves...
  • the food (in particular the starter and the dessert) and the wine <3
  • being in City Hall; it's really beautiful there, and for some reason I was not expecting that
  • the entertainment 
  • the entertainment had a highlight in itself also; when suddenly Darth Wader appeared, playing the theme from Star Wars on the carillon of the towers :D

And now we have to look very serious... -Anders

mandag 5. september 2016

"De smarteste vi kjenner"


I dag skal jeg være med på programmet "Hallo P3", i spalten "De smarteste vi kjenner" (på P3)!
Opplegget i denne spalten er at programleder finner spørsmål fra diverse forum på internett som ikke har fått de svarene de kanskje fortjener, og så er det "de smarte" som får lov til å svare på disse. Den andre som er "smart" sammen med meg i dag er Karina Hougen, som er lege, og visstnok har vært med i denne spalten mange ganger før (første gang for meg :) ). Vi snakker om tre ting i dag:
  1. Bly og strålebeskyttelse. Jeg avslører et stoff som beskytter 5 ganger bedre mot gamma- og røntgenstråling enn bly, og jeg forteller om gull er bra å bruke mot gammastråling, eller ikke.
  2. Kolonisering av månen. Vil det ha none effekt på jorden, og hvordan kan den brukes som mellomlandingsplass?
  3. Å donere kroppen sin til vitenskapen. Hva kan man gjøre for å bidra, og hvordan går man frem?
Spalten går på luften ca klokken 18 <3




tirsdag 2. august 2016

I'm not dead (and I haven't stopped blogging either!)

I just needed a real break - a vacation - and I got it <3

I've been completely "off" from everything (physics and e-mail and blogging) during July, and it's been wonderful! But now it's time to start again; this is the last semester on my PhD (*troublebreathing*), and Alexandra starts school - so there's a lot going on in the Rose family this fall. Yesterday was Alexandra's first day at AKS (Aktivitetsskolen, which is where she'll be after school, before we're back from work), and Anders and I had our first day back again at the University. 

It wasn't the most productive day, but I made a long list with to dos, and I tried something new; namely programming support via Snapchat :D Anders was of course my guy, and he got it right, so that I can plot experimental results and theory at the same time (it looks like theory and experiment more or less agrees, and that's COOL.)

had to start by showing him the code that wasn't working exactly like I wanted it to

and of course an output; with 9 correct numbers, and 1 that wasn't even supposed to be there


I didn't understand what Anders meant, so I just had to guess...this wasn't right :P

but then :D (Anders: is it working now? Me: well, what did you think the "9! ding ding ding" meant??? ;))



When I was on my way to leave the office yesterday, I felt quite good; I patted my back, and thought I was a good PhD student. Then, on my way down the stairs in the Physics building, I realised that what I've spent all day on, Anders could've done in 10 minutes, and then I just felt really bad :/ Today has been better, but I think I realise that this semester will probably not be my best ever...
It will be hard.
That's life, and here I tell you the truth.

Just really looking forward to the day I can write the blogposts "The article is submitted to the journal", "Another article is submitted", "Almost done with my thesis writing", "DONE" - you know, something like these ;)
Then I'm going shopping! (Yes, all of these blogposts deserve shopping, and I know what to buy when the next article is submitted to the journal.)

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Hope you all had, or are having, a great summer vacation! And I hope you'll follow my phd struggles blogging here this fall ;)

torsdag 16. juni 2016

Long day at work...

Finally home from work...! 
It's always a little crazy when we're doing experiments - meaning this "workday" started at my office yesterday before lunch, then I went to Vestby VGS to give a talk to the students  there, and check out all their science projects (thank you so much for inviting me, I had a great time), and then it was straight back to the University and our lab, and finally the "workday" ended a two hours ago. 
When I got to the lab last night (a little bit before eleven) I learned that the "beam out of range"-alarm had stopped working, which means that the only way of actually knowing that the experiment is doing what it's supposed to be doing, is by watching the instruments continuously... I was still allowed to sleep, though, as long as I sat an alarm for every other hour, and then checked on the experiment. Luckily, the cyclotron was behaving like a saint, so I could actually get that sleep for two hours at a time.
Everything for science, I guess ;)

(no alarm for me this night...I actually missed that super annoying loud ringing)


We're measuring stuff on a piece of wolfram this time (bombarding it with deuterons, which is one proton and one neutron - heavy hydrogen nuclei, actually), trying to learn more about how the elements are created, and so far the experiment seems to be a success (everything is working and the data we get look clean and all; but we won't really know for sure before the data are analysed, of course ;) )

Now I'm going to take a quick shower, and then crawl into bed, to rest for an hour or two, before I'll pack our bags since we're going to a wedding in Førde this weekend, then I have some writing to be done (deadline tomorrow), and then I need to get Alexandra in kindergarten and then we're leaving <3


torsdag 26. mai 2016

Forskningen er internasjonal! (rant)

Hver morgen, når klokken er seks, våkner vi at at radioen skrur seg på, og det er selvsagt P2 som gjelder hjemme hos oss - jeg digger P2 (#voksenpoeng)! 
Jeg er nesten alltid superfornøyd og imponert over kvaliteten på det som denne radiokanalen serverer mellom klokken 6 og 9, men i dag ble jeg småskuffet og litt irritert; det var nemlig en merkelig sak som handlet om at forskere publiserer "for lite" på norsk*. 


For å utdype denne Twitter-meldingen litt, og forklare hvorfor det ikke er et valg å publisere  for eksempel fysikk på norsk:

I akademia så er det publisering som gjelder: Publish or perish. Forskningen vår skal (selvsagt) være på et topp internasjonalt nivå! Vi må publisere, og vi må få artiklene våre fagfellevurdert. Forskningen vi driver med på instituttet vårt er også svært spisset, og vi er noen få i Norge som driver med det vi gjør**. Så en norsk journal der jeg feks kan publisere kjernefysikk fins ikke, og den hverken bør eller kan lages (den ville automatisk ha blitt på et MYE lavere nivå enn enhver internasjonalt anerkjent tidsskrift, og størsteparten av det eventuelle publikummet for denne journalen ville måtte jobbe med å lage/drifte denne).
Videre kunne ikke fagfellevurdering fungere fordi det ikke er nok fagfeller i Norge som kunne vurdert en artikkel skrevet på norsk. Hvis det er noen som faktisk har kompetanse til å forstå det som står i artikkelen så er de antageligvis medforfattere på den aktuelle artikkelen, hvis ikke vil det være noen som ikke kan fagfeltet, eller de kan fagfeltet, men ikke norsk... 
Til sist så ville vi ikke kunne samarbeide med de vi samarbeider med - internasjonaliseringen forsvinner (de kan ikke være med oss, og vi kan ikke være med dem); vi gjør mange eksperimenter på andre kjernefysiklabber rundt omkring i verden - feks i USA, Sør-Afrika, Frankrike, og Japan. Disse eksperimentene resulteter i artikler, som vi samarbeider om å skrive. Det blir fryktelig vanskelig å skrive disse sammen med forskere som ikke snakker norsk - hvis vi er tre norske og 15 fra diverse land rundt omkring i verden (de andre forskerne må jo tross alt kunne forstå teksten de er medforfattere på, ellers ville det vi drev med vært mildt sagt grovt uetisk), og av samme grunn så kunne ikke vi være med på artikler skrevet på fransk, tysk, eller japansk (vi kunne vært med på den engelske/amerikanske, da, men det er kanskje ikke helt rettferdig hvis vi skal få masse ut av samarbeid med dem, men de skal ikke få noe ut av samarbied med oss - eller kanskje vi bare skal forvente at de lærer seg norsk?)
Publish or perish gjelder overalt i akademia, så det må kunne være ganske sannsynlig at samarbeid resulterer i artikler, ellers forsvinner mye av insentivene for å bruke tid på dette.

Vi bør vel kanskje ikke skrote internasjonalt samarbeid, fagfellevurdering og nivå, bare for å få artikler på norsk...



At dette i det hele tatt er en diskusjon (slik den ble lagt frem på radioen i dag tidlig) er bare rart og feil. Vi publiserer SELVSAGT ikke på norsk, for det er hverken mulig eller ønskelig. Forskningen er internasjonal, og da må den også deles med internasjonale forskere på et språk som er internasjonalt forståelig. (Vi kan godt være litt triste over at norsk ikke er et internasjonalt språk, men sånn er det nå en gang, da...)

For meg så viste denne diskusjonen noe som kunne minne om en manglende innsikt i mye av forskningen som foregår på univeristetene - hvis man tror at veldig mange av oss bare kunne ha publisert på norsk istedetfor på engelsk, så er du i mine øyne omtrent ikke meningsberettiget.
Grunnen til at forskningen vi gjør er utilgjengelig for folk generelt er ærlig talt ikke at den er publisert på engelsk. Vitenskapelige artikler er ikke formidling.  Jeg tør faktisk påstå at forstår du faget, så forstår du engelsken. 
Her er noen eksempler på artikler jeg er medforfatter på: 
Experimentally constrained (p, γ)89Y and (n, γ)89Y reaction rates relevant to the p-process nucleosynthesis (12 forfattere som ikke forstår norsk - som ikke kunne ha vært med, og som i prinsippet gjør at artikkelen ikke kunne ha eksistert)
Study of the 238U(d,p) surrogate reaction via the simultaneous measurement ofgamma-decay and fission probabilities (5 norske forfattere - vi kunne ikke ha vært med på denne hvis den ble skrevet på hovedforfatteren sitt morsmål, men heldigvis publiserer de på engelsk også i Frankrike)
Experimental level densities of atomic nuclei (16 forfattere som ikke forstår norsk - som ikke kunne ha bidratt til det endelige resultatet). Denne er jo til og med nesten populær i sin fremstilling. Abstractet lyder:
It is almost 80 years since Hans Bethe described the level density as a non-interacting gas of protons and neutrons. In all these years, experimental data were interpreted within this picture of a fermionic gas. However, the renewed interest of measuring level density using various techniques calls for a revision of this description. In particular, the wealth of nuclear level densities measured with the Oslo method favors the constant-temperature level density over the Fermi-gas picture. From the basis of experimental data, we demonstrate that nuclei exhibit a constant-temperature level density behavior for all mass regions and at least up to the neutron threshold.
La meg være litt grei, og gjøre en rask oversettelse av dette abstractet:
Det er nesten 80 år siden Hans Bethe beskrev nivåtettheten som en ikke-vekselvirkende gass av protoner og nøytroner. Siden da har alle eksperimentelle data blitt tolket i dette bildet av en fermion-gass. Dog har den fornyede interessen for å måle nivåtettheten ved å bruke forskjellige teknikker gjort at denne beskrivelsen må revurderes. Spesielt så favoriserer det vellet av nivåtettheter målt med Oslometoden konstant temperatur-nivåtettheten fremfor fermigass-bildet. Med bakgrunn i eksperimentelle data demonstrerer vi her at kjerner viser en konstant temperatur-nivåtetthetsoppførsel i alle masseregioner, og i alle fall opp til nøytron-bindingsenergien.

Jeg brenner for formidling, og jeg skulle gjerne hørt en diskusjon som handlet om hvordan forskningen skal gjøres tilgjengelig for andre enn forskerne, men det problemet med formidling er ikke at vi publiserer på engelsk.
Hadde det vært en diskusjon om formidling; at det formidles for lite på norsk, og nå må vi gjøre noe for å belønne formidling på norsk, så er jeg også helt for diskusjonen. Men det var altså snakk om publisering, og da blir det hele mer eller mindre tragikomisk.

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*Det er klart, dersom spørsmålet er om forskning som handler om spesifikke norske forhold, og hovedsakelig er av interesse for nordmenn, så er det jo ganske merkelig å publisere på engelsk (vi er alle, eller i alle fall de aller fleste av oss, selvsagt bedre i vårt eget morsmål, enn i engelsk, og dermed vil antageligvis også det vi skriver få en litt høyere språklig kvalitet på eget morsmål), men slik det ble lagt frem så handlet det generelt om at forskere publiserer på engelsk.

**For å illustrere: Anders driver også med PhD i fysikk, og selv om vi da har ekstremt mye av den samme bakgrunnen, og snakker veldig mye sammen og forklarer for hverandre, så er det jeg kan si om hans forsknng ca dette: han programmerer masse også holder han på med noe molekyler, blant annet silikat. Å lese en artikkel i hans fagfelt vil være ekstremt krevende for meg - om ikke umulig...

tirsdag 12. april 2016

Science doesn't know everything...

...that's why we are still doing science! 
If we knew (or thought we knew) everything, we would've stopped - and I'm pretty sure the government wouldn't have used any money on universities or anything.



For example: where does uranium come from? 
We don't know!
I work with uranium (uranium-233 and -234 in particular), and we know it exist here on Earth, but how was it created in the first place? Actually there are MANY elements we don't know how got here - like silver and gold. But we know they exist, and we get better and better models and theories for how it happened <3 (One theory is that the heaviest elements here on Earth are created when two neutron stars collide - really cool and amazing!)

I work mostly with understanding everything about what goes on with my precious uranium in a fuel that's based on thorium (thorium is turned into uranium in a nuclear reactor; therefore I care about the uranium, even though the overall topic of my research is sort of thorium fuels), not really how it was created out there in Space, but the cool thing is that a deeper understanding of the uranium nucleus may also let us know a little bit more about how uranium has been created. 
The bigger picture is how thorium fuels behave, and how uranium is created - which my work will give no real answer to; but hopefully my PhD will eventually give us one more tiny mini piece in the total, gigantic science puzzle. You, know - baby steps. No giant leaps here ;)

Today I've been reading about gamma radiation and stuff for several hours, before I went to a great talk about nuclear astrophysics (by one of my PhD colleagues - Jørgen), before I went back to my office to punch numbers into a table, and look for a specific plotting program I haven't worked on for a couple of weeks (I eventually found it, so tomorrow will be plotting day), and suddenly it's almost 7'clock.
I realised I actually think of gamma radiation a little bit like sweat. Since when you heat a nucleus, it gets rid of that extra energy by sending off gamma rays - the nucleus sweats :D And we study the nucleus by studying its sweat; it's a little bit like we're trying to figure out how it was heated by looking carefully at the sweat. And eventually this may tell us more about the Universe...

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PS: I'm glad I spend more time wondering about how uranium and other heavy elements were created, than when it became "acceptable" for women not to wear a bra - like some bloggers do. Guess we're different...

onsdag 16. mars 2016

Never give up

So it turned out I was looking at the wrong output from my Talys nuclear reactions simulations , of what happens when a uranium-233 nucleus is being bombarded with neutrons with all kinds of energies. (Talys is a program for simulating lots of types of nuclear reactions; it's free, online, and everyone can check it out here, if they want to :) ). When you run a simulation (or 60, like I have) you get a folder with lots of different files, and silly me was looking at the wrong file... "Of course": the file I needed to plot wasn't the "totalxs.tot", but the "rp092234.tot". If I'd read the manual more closely this would have been clear, but it's more than 500 pages. Still on my to do list to read it, though.


This a typical research story (at least in my world) - and, oh, how I hate it!
Yes, it does feel sort of good when you realise why things aren't working, but it's not like I've solved a great problem, I just happened to be an idiot, looking at the wrong output file (and, of course, it's nice to not be an idiot, but the solving this is'n taking me big leaps forward - I'm just not an idiot right now).
I guess I just have to repeat to myself: Never give up.


no matter how you feel, get up, dress up, show up, and never give up!


onsdag 24. februar 2016

70% extra work - 5% extra quality (#phdlife)

I've heard this saying about science: you work 70% extra to rise the quality of your work by 5%
Yesterday I went through my analysis again, to be absolutely certain that I know exactly what kind of parameters and numbers and stuff that I put into it, and I've reproduced two figures. So it's not just about producing results and figures, but also about reproducing. Not like a big leap forward, but I really feel that yesterday was a good example of those "70% extra work", just to rise the quality of my work with more or less nothing.
At least; don't accuse us scientists for being lazy and not walking that extra mile...;)

beautiful library last spring <3


Today I'll hopefully reproduce two more figures, and continue writing on my article. It's library day today, like every Wednesday - meaning I'm spending the day at the library with some of my fantastic colleagues, since they're awesome, and the library is a great place to work when I need absolute silence and concentration mode <3

torsdag 7. januar 2016

Nuclear physicist or girly girl? (Crazy day)

My original plan today was something like this:
  • get up
  • meet Ingrid for an early coffee
  • meet my little sister, Carina, to get lash extensions (it was her Christmas present for me, and it's a good idea to do it now before the semester turns crazy)
  • go to the University and write on my paper (write, make figures, and maybe even do some more of the remaining analysis).

Then I woke up at 06:30, by the radio as we always do: "North Korea has tested what they claim to be a hydrogen bomb", and then this happened instead:
  • VG sent me an sms wondering if I could talk to them about the H-bomb
  • I got in the shower
  • VG called me - I talked to them
  • I read a little bit about about thermonuclear weapons
  • I realsized there would be no coffee with Ingrid, and Anders and i decided to have a coffee at Kaffebrenneriet at Sagene - where he could esily get to the University, and I could easily get to Bjerke (where I had the lashes date with my sister)
  • VG called again, wondering if I could come to their studio, but I was on my way to my appointment with Carina, so I had to decline
  • TV2 called, and I talked to them on the bus to meet Carina


At this time I realised that maybe this day would be mostly about hydrogen weapons, and not so much about the theory of the "Oslo method"...:P
I wanted to be a girly girl today <3


  • Carina and I got to the lashes place, I muted my phone (but not my Apple watch), and we started the treatment, where I had to lay still with my eyes closed for 2.5 hours...
  • my phone rang, but I couldn't answer it
  • my phone rang again, but I couldn't answer it
  • Carina's phone rang
  • I got an sms 
  • my phone rang again, but I couldn't answer it
  • I felt like I had to pee, and when I asked if I had to keep my eyes closed for much longer, the reply I got was 1.5 hours...
  • ...and so on...




We finished what we started, I could go to the toilet, and I could check my phone. It looked something like this:


I realised I wasn't going back to University, but home to Rose castle to charge my phone, my Mac, and talk and read.

  • interview with VG
  • interview with Stavanger Aftenblad
  • I showered and picked out an outfit I felt was appropriate on TV
  • went to TV2
  • got make-up on
  • interview for the news at 18:30
  • live interview for the 17:00 news
  • took a taxi from TV2 to NRK
  • Dagsnytt18
  • interview for Dagsrevyen
  • met Anders, and we saw the strange lights on the sky as we were walking towards the metro, in the freezing cold <3


thanks Mari, you're the best <3


Now I'm finally home, and of course I have a long list of un-ticked to dos from today, which I'm not doing today, since now I'm going to bed. I've done my best today, and tomorrow's a new day, and I'll continue on my writing and my analysis and everything :)

Dagsnytt18 (I'm at 9 something minutes) 


I think the "title" Nuclear Physicist and Girly Blogger has never been more suiting that today...



søndag 6. desember 2015

I didn't make it (#phdlife no. 284610798)

I'm a little bit upset and angry at my self right now, since I didn't even get close to my milestone/goal of these last 14 days :/ I was supposed to finish the analysis part of my paper, but then it turns out I haven't even touched it, since I've been busy giving talks. Going on "tour" around Norway to give talks just takes more time than I like to think that it does - I guess it's time for me to realize this now...
I have to become better at planning (not that I'm horrible at it, but I'm definetely not perfect either...). 

Tomorrow I think I have to start the day by making a DETAILED plan for the next week - to get through what I should have done the last 2 weeks. I understand that I have to change my next 14 days milestone a little bit, but I don't want to make the biggest changes either; I want to try to get very close to my original plan, which means three things: 
1 part PLANNING
1 part STRUCTURE
1 part DICIPLINE

Come on, Sunniva, you can do it! Don't let yourself down ;)


love this new notebook from IKEA - perfect size, and perfect amount of coolness and pink <3 


Hope you all had a great weekend, and sorry that I'm not happy and inspiring just now - at least I'm honest... I'll keep you posted on snap (sunnivarose), with #teamsunnivarose <3 <3 <3


tirsdag 24. november 2015

Experimental setup. Check!

My main goal last week was to finish the part about the experimental setup for my next paper (article), and even though there will always be changes, I can still say that I more or less achieved my goal :D I still have to look at the comments and corrections that I got from Sunniva Supervisor, but that's not a very big job.
My next goal, or milestone, is to finish the part about the experimental results. I'm supposed to do this by the end of next week, and even though that should be enough time, I'm a little bit more uncertain about this one... To finish the results part, I also have to have all the results (which I don't), and since I'm spending this week on "tour" and next week I'm also giving two talks, there isn't that much time left to work on data analysis - but I just have to manage, spending the weekend, or something, I guess <3

(picture from phdcomics.com)

fredag 13. november 2015

I have a title!

One of the results from three very good days here at Soria Moria (except my article number 2 is actually really starting to look like something, and I've had some great discussions with Sunniva Supervisor; not only about this article, but also the next one - that I'm so eager to start at :D ) is that I actually got my self a working title of my thesis...! (OMG)

I don't dare share it with you guys just yet - I need to sort of "feel" it for a while... But it has words like uncertainties, modelling, thorium, nuclear, and reactor in it <3
It actually feels really good just have an actual title for your thesis document ;)


PS: I managed to reach my goal to get up and start quite early every day this week, but I must admit I'll have to spend some time during the weekend to get through all the rest of my goals. I think I'll manage, though :)
You guys have been great too - it's so cool to get snaps from all you hard-working, goal-chasing people! Go #teamsunnivarose <3

torsdag 12. november 2015

References, figures, and references

...and figures.





And tables!


FML.

No, I'm joking, obviously, but my arms and my back hurt, and my head feels like it weighs a ton. And my eyes are dry and sore. And I'm going back and forth with respect to how to best represent my data and my results - and what to put in this article, and what to put in the next article (and I do remember, very well, that I was accused of self plagiarism one and a half year ago, and I'm of course very scared that someone will accuse me of something like this again, unless I'm extremely careful...:/)
I guess this is #phdlife <3

tirsdag 10. november 2015

I need your help - Join my team!


As I mentioned yesterday I would like to do a sort of let's motivate each other thing, where we could share pictures on Instagram (I'm @sunnivarose) or Snap (I'm sunnivarose) or Twitter (@sunnivarose here too) - anything to cheer each other up, and to be proud of our selves. Can we use social media to cheer each other up? I think we can, and it would be so much fun:

  • If you're early at the office (or wherever you're working or studying), well the tell us :)
  • If you've made your self a fresh cup of coffee before you're starting repeating for your exam, then tell us :)
  • If you feel like you're stupid, since "everyone else" understand this except you (which of course isn't true anyway, but whatever), but you're not giving up, tell us
  • If you're having a 12 hour day at the university (or office or wherever), share it!
  • If you just learnt something new, be proud and shout out :)
  • If you finished something, or started something, let us know!


To do this, we need a tag, and since I want you on my motivation team, the tag is #teamsunnivarose - join my team, I need your help!



Here are a couple of snaps that I've made during this day and yesterday:


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A little update on my plan this week so far:



Yesterday I was all up to date, and I was early at the office - as planned :D
Today hasn't exactly been the same success: I did manage to be early at the office, but I was also supposed to write for three hours (only done 1), work on the Strength Function part of the uranium analysis (maybe even finish it), plot a lot of stuff, and discuss with Sunniva Supervisor (who is in CERN - which I didn't know when I made the plan yesterday, so that one isn't on me). Then this day just took a totally different turn, and I have almost done nothing...however, it's only Tuesday, and I'm quite confident I'll manage to get through my plan of the week by the end of the week - maybe this is where we can help each other...?
When it come to my writing goal this week, I'm certainly not giving up: I WILL DO 20 HOURS! Tomorrow I'm going on a writing seminar that lasts to Friday, so that's why I'm so positive :) But before that I'm going on "Tidenes morgen" on P13, to talk about fusion...so now it's dinner with Anders, and the some nuclear fusion reading <3

Have a beautiful evening, and GO TEAM!






mandag 9. november 2015

Research plan of the week


Hello everyone, and hello Monday!
It's been a while since I shared my study/research plan of the week with you guys, but I was thinking maybe it's a good time to start again. As I was sort of saying yesterday, I'm starting to get nervous about finishing the PhD, feeling a little like I'm drowning in a hole, and I almost get dizzy from trying to just start somewhere... To solve this, I have to do (at least) two things, I believe: 
1) Plan my week (this will help me set goals, and check if I actually achieve them)
2) Get up early, and start working at the office early - every day(!)
I know "early" is sort of a relative term, but in academia, where almost nothing starts before 10:15, I think before 9 is early.
So this is what my (research) plan of the week looks like - there's a lot of focus on writing article number 2 now, as you can see ;) Hopefully I can soon put this article a little bit behind me, and focus on newer stuff...



Goals: Be at the office before nine every day, and spend 20 hours on writing on that (stupid) second article. I don't know exactly where that will take me, but if I just manage to fulfill this writing goal, I will know by the end of this week, and hopefully then I can "see the light" again.

Anyone want to join me? Maybe we could do a sort of let's motivate each other kind of thing? I mean, I can't be the only one struggling with writing articles/PhD thesis/doing my research/preparing for an exam/Master thesis or whatever... Maybe we could even do a hashtag or something? I'm not exactly sure of what it could be yet, but I'm thinking :)

Anyway, wish you all a great start at the new week, and good luck with all your goals! The first thing I'm going to do now is to read through and then send off my current draft of article2 to Sunniva Supervisor - then I can already put the first "check" on my plan ;)
PS: I was at my office at 08:20 this morning - great start for me, so far...

søndag 8. november 2015

OMG - it's real!?!

Last friday (a little bit more than one week ago) Theres successfully defended her PhD thesis :)


Two weeks before that she got the theme and title of her trial lecture - which is standard procedure; 14 days before the PhD defence you get a title for a trial lecture, that you are supposed to give on the morning of the day of your thesis defence. If you don't get this trial lecture approved, then you don't get to actually defend your thesis either - so it's kind of a big deal... 
Therese's title was "Nuclear uncertainties in the direct detection of dark matter" (or something like that).

This may seem a little funny or strange, but from that Friday when she got her trial lecture title it suddenly hit me, right in the stomach, that this is actually real: It's exactly 10 months to the date I'm planning to finish my thesis today and it doesn't feel all good. There is so much to do I almost feel a little dizzy - where do I start?
I think have to step up this game if I'm going to have any kind of chance of finishing my thesis by the end of 2016...

onsdag 28. oktober 2015

Reading about plutonium

That's basically what I've done today:
I've read...
...and commented...
...and Googled.

The occasion is me being a co-author on an article about (some of) the nuclear properties of plutonium-243. Now I "just" have to write down what I think about the article; what I like, what I don't like (if there's anything), and (maybe most importantly) what I don't understand :P 
Typical #phdlife.

today's outfit - will make a post about it tomorrow <3 


torsdag 1. oktober 2015

To know what you don't know...


As scientists I think we always really, really, REALLY want to understand whatever we're working on exactly how and why - but often on our way to the how and the why we step into different problems than the ones we were aiming at solving in the first place... I think we all can relate to saying "I don't know" can be difficult; making you feel like you've in some way failed, right? But maybe just as much as it being no fun feeling like a "failure", it can be very hard to see that knowing what you don't know can also be a result :)

Today we had a moment like this; realizing that what we don't understand, or don't know, is actually an important result in itself - and it is such a great feeling!


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(snaps from Instagram - @sunnivarose)

As earlier promised I'm trying to become better at girly outfit posting, so here's today's and yesterday's outfit: Same sweater - two styles! Yesterday (left picture) I styled it a little bit in the "preppy direction" - with a white shirt and a beige skirt, today more towards laid-back and comfy - with jeans and flats :)
Personally, I must admit I'm becoming more and more fond of the comfy style, and I really love my new, white (all white!) sneakers from Nelly, and the west from Gina Tricot. This west is seriously just perfect these days; on top of a sweater inside if it's a little chilly, or outside if it's suddenly not so chilly - or on top of a thin jacket if it's a tad bit colder outside.
Which look is your favourite?

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